Lately, due to stress, I quit going to TAFE. Right now, I am just staying home and go to dance twice a week. I've just checked my e-mail from mum, she said that I can't do anymore dance showcases. I hate it when people don't understand what dance is. She teach dancing too, a different style though. However, it's still dance; So why!? can't she understand that I love dancing, I cannot live without it? It has been a part of my life since I was little. I know it doesn't say in my fortune that one of the jobs suitable for me is dancing, but what can I do? Dance is me, without it I'll be nothing.

Why can't she understand that being in showcases is part of dancing? Why can't she see that I thrive in dancing, instead of forcing me to do hair dressing, or nail art? I don't want to do those jobs! I want to dance, I want to do it until I can't no more. Dance can bring food to the table, if you are good at it, become famous and work as part of a team? I want that kind of life, that's why I want to keep doing dance.

To me, dance was never a hobby, it is passion of life itself. Why can't people understand that to me dance is practically everything that I am? My parents encourages me to do what ever I want, why can't they just let me dance? I don't want this showcase to be my last, I want to keep doing it. WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND? I am not asking for much, I just wished they'd understand my point of view. I just wished they'd let me keep dancing. I don't just do it because it's a hobby that helps me keep fit, I do it because I LOVE IT.

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