Hey people what's up? right now I am in Jakarta living with my aunt while I am doing my personality course. I hate to admit but I am feeling a little home sick. I don't know the reason why, maybe it's cause I don't have any friends here, maybe cause Indonesia is no longer the place I call my home. There are just so many reasons why I feel so homesick, that I can't start naming everyone of them.

While I am here, I have no activities other than watch TV all day and accompany my cousin whereever she goes. I can't gain inspiration for my next batch of valentine icons I wish to make. Just to let you know I am using my cousin's laptop to write this up. I feel guilty, because I didn't bring my own laptop to Indonesia. I just have to use other peoples' internet just for my selfish needs.

Yesterday, I went to class and the teacher was an Australian born Indonesian. How lucky did I feel when I saw him? I think I was the only one in class who talked to him in english instead of indonesian... lmao. And i bought a book of his full of romantic poems xD... he's great at writing. I envy people who can express their thoughts in words, unlike me who bottle up her feelings in order not to hurt others around her.

Well, I'll end it here, for whoever worried about me... please don't, because I'll be fine. I'll try to get through this lonelyness by myself with the help of others who's always around me, while I am here.

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